What a busy life to manage and I got something bad in my personal life. Once again I am devastated and I lost my focus, my control. I couldn't write and compose any words. The pain desperately overflowed my mind. Anyway, my heart was getting tired, my mind wanted to do many things to earn for a cause but on the other side, why I am keep doing this? It hurted me but made me happy in contrary. Only God knows what definitely my goal and aiming to reach what it is for my life. I am really confused internally. The outside posture of mine is different from what is inside of me. I am hiding some confusing feeling that I want clarity but I doubt to ask and just let it be. I put everything to God above and close my eyes.
Keeping away myself for overthingking, I walked every day before the sunrise and be home when its already so hot. I enjoyed myself but deep inside , there's a hidden agenda that I am keeping alone.
I successfully walking for 4 straight days and performed some exercised with some built in device there. I tried and I was thinking easy to do but it is so hard. Today, it supposed to be the 5th day but because we have visitor this evening, i didn' do on my walking. I have a lot of things to prepare. They are fasting every Monday and all of my lady employers family will take their breakfast here at home. I am glad that I able to write. I missed my #wednesdaywalk post for @tattoodjay, so I just include the story about with #beautifulsunday.
Despite of my feelings, I had a lot of activities I did. I comply all my works and I see to it that nothing left unattended. I didn't want my duty to my employer will not be attended well.
During my walk, I got a lot of interesting photographs that I want to share with you. I am learning how to take avoid shoot. So here are some of my collections.
All those photography taken when the sun was still hiding at the back of the mountain in the distance. When it appeared,there was a beautiful color up in the sky. Suddenly in a little timelapse everything had changes. That time, the light on the street circle were still on. It was 5:30am but still the sun was not not yet rising.
While walking, I alreasysaw the sun so bright.
I gave water to the beautiful mother cat along my way.
My walk is not complete without my selfie.
That's all what I could share to you this time. Thank you @asean.hive for always here.
